Way past expiry.

May 9, 2010

Re-read some old text messages.

They were so sweet, always full of anticipation and smiley faces.

But today, or to the me of late,  they seem strangely unfamiliar.

As if they belonged to someone else, or a time where I was more content.

I felt quite relieved when you told me I was being difficult.

Because to me, you have been difficult.

Maybe its not you and me. Its just us.

I have not been feeling the same way since returning here this semester.

Our years together made me determined to return in July, to try and work things out.

So its rather surreal now that even I, doubt there is anything left to salvage.

Afterall, I was the hopeful one all along.

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